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[Mar. 15th, 2008|11:35 am] |
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piercings #2 and #3....just my ears. nothing too exciting. but i gaged them. hehehehehe..... |
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| unescapable..... |
[Mar. 23rd, 2007|02:30 pm] |
ok so heres the deal. i have an uncle in the hospital who just went through the same thing as my father only his coma lasted maybe a few days instead of twelve years. now...this happens to be my favorite uncle and one of the three family members left on my fathers side. now in the past there was a lot of crap between my mother and my fathers side of the family. i get that. but because of it i was short changed in spending time with half of my family. and i have to say that beside my brother and jessica it was my prefered side of the family. now...my mother knows how much this man means to me yet everytime i let her in on our phone calls or his medical condition she goes on a tiraid and its beginning to seem like she has a script in her mind that she recites for those specific occasions. which hurts more and more everytime i hear it. the last time she did that i barely spoke to her for two days and i didnt go home. and that was as recent as last weekend. one would think that as much as she tried to protect me from my fathers situation that she would sympathize knowing that i almost had to go through it again. but instead she read me the riot act. i just dont understand why she cant let the past go...and understand that my uncle loves me just as much as she does. and wuld give me the world if he could. i dont think she quite understands that shes hurting me in ways she never thought she could. this is so frustrating!
so do you think it would be wrong of me to spend as much time with him as i can when he moves back to clearwater?
sorry i just had to get that out. |
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| forget it.....i finally give up..... |
[Feb. 15th, 2007|08:00 pm] |
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so it seems to be that in my life history repeats itself even after ived learned better and vowed to never let it happen again. yeah im a whore.....its true. and it started out as such a good day. |
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| it had to be you..... |
[Dec. 19th, 2006|06:09 pm] |
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| | numb | ] |
so the van wezel show were doing at the theatre right now has a cast of two that you may recognize. the old woman played fran dreschers mother on the nanny, and the guy played adam sandlers father in the movie big daddy. just thought id share that with you all.
oh and by the way i thuroughly hate mcc. |
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| hehehe..... |
[Nov. 12th, 2006|11:06 pm] |
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lip piercing #1.....hahaha.....;) |
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| two seconds to done..... |
[Aug. 7th, 2006|03:41 pm] |
so...last week i saw him. hung out with him. worked everything out with him. everything was good. but now its back to the way it was. and i gotta tell you that after this weekend of working all the time and not thinking about him.....i was better off. so i think my decision has changed. for the moment. i dont even care if he doesnt talk to me anyore. she can have him. ;) |
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| hahaha..... |
[Jul. 29th, 2006|07:14 pm] |
well...that was interesting...saw him last night. it went well. im still not sure what to believe. but his stories were pretty convincing. he looked good....liked my hair...but then again who doesnt...;). hopefully things will go better now...but we'll just have to wait and see. god he looked hot...somethimes this really sucks...;) |
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| this is getting ridiculous..... |
[Jul. 27th, 2006|05:44 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | imogen heap-hide and seek | ] |
this is it...he gets one more week to attempt to see me. if i dont see him within the next week he can fuck off. im done with this.......and if my suspisions are confirmed then i think i just might have the guts by now to tell him what i think of the whole situation. this is getting fucking ridiculous! |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 23rd, 2006|03:34 pm] |
(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)
| ✓ I miss somebody right now. (even though i shouldnt) |
✓ I don't watch much TV these days. (although i am going to laurens for tv night) |
✓ I own lots of books. (most of them theatre and mcc books) |
| ✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses. (kick ass glasses) |
× I love to play video games. |
✓ I've tried marijuana. |
| ✓ I've watched porn movies. |
× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. |
× I believe honesty is usually the best policy. |
| ✓ I curse sometimes. (all the time) |
✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. |
× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. |
( it goes on... ) |
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| strike three..... |
[Jul. 23rd, 2006|03:12 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crazy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | transplants | ] |
you know...youd think that after two i would learn.....but alas number three has lied, cheated and hurt me. even after i thought this one would last. maybe ill tell him to fuck off and maybe ill be completly stupid, forget it all and get back with him. it sucks caue i did a lot of good shit while with him...but nothing i cant do without him.....in the meantime im enjoying the fact that he has no idea that i know whats going on...but i guess only time will tell with this one. |
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[Jun. 28th, 2006|04:44 pm] |
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"AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" (sorry my innermonologue...its becoming harder to keep it contained.) |
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| hehehe..... |
[Jun. 3rd, 2006|01:48 pm] |
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| |  anxious | ] |
im off to get tatoo number two!.....everyone was right these things ae adicting.....i would get my lip pierced but my eyebrow is enough to deal with.....plus while working with customers i think the eyebrow and lip would be a little too much....;( too bad. so away ashley and i go on another tatoo adventure...shed better get one this time! |
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[May. 31st, 2006|01:51 pm] |
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| | crushed | ] |
UGH!!!!!..... |
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| strange..... |
[May. 23rd, 2006|01:58 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | the tech office | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | irritated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | blue october | ] |
wtf!? one day everyone's fine and the next everyones acting like an ass.....this is such bullshit.....im too exhausted to deal with shit.....people need to take a chill pill! |
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| question.....? |
[Apr. 23rd, 2006|07:38 pm] |
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so does anybody know what time those classes are going to start that carty is doing? cause times would be very helpful to me. thanks |
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| long day.... |
[Apr. 13th, 2006|03:49 pm] |
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| |  exhausted | ] |
and its just gona et longer.....
i saw somebody today that i havent seen in a while. he knew it was me but didnt let on until i was leaving.....he talked to me.....he hasnt talked to me since three penny. it was a weird day. |
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[Apr. 11th, 2006|03:04 pm] |
i thought this was rather amusing! ;)
EVENTS:
1782 - First performance of Mozart's opera The Abduction from the Seraglio.
1918 - Russian Revolution: At Ekaterinburg, Bolsheviks execute Czar Nicholas II of Russia and his family.
1951 - The novel Catcher in the Rye by J. D. Salinger published.
1963 - Timothy Leary takes LSD for the first time.
BIRTHS:
1796 - Jean-Baptiste Camille Corot, French painter (d. 1875)
1907 - Orville Redenbacher, American farmer and businessman (d. 1995)
1911 - Ginger Rogers, American actress and dancer (d. 1995)
1971 - Corey Feldman, American actor
DEATHS:
1557 - Anne of Cleves, queen of Henry VIII of England (b. 1515)
1999 - John F. Kennedy Jr., American publisher (plane crash) (b. 1960)
2005 - Pietro Consagra, Italian sculptor (b. 1920) |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 11th, 2006|11:01 am] |
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why does working in the box office have to be SO FLIPPIN BORING! at least i was on time today. go figure the one day im on time and its the slowest day ever! |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 31st, 2006|09:53 pm] |
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tap dogs was awesome. thats all i have to say! |
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| sooo.....excited!!! |
[Jan. 7th, 2006|12:01 pm] |
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im going to see TAP DOGS at the end of the month! |
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